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Nov. 27th, 2008 @ 01:07 am Jumpstarting my Livejournal page - it's been a while!
Current Location: Texas
Current Mood: Appreciative
Isn't it weird how long it take for the penny to drop sometimes. I am talking about my inner penny that sticks like glue and refuses to drop no matter what, sometimes. It dawned on me when I was out with friends, Jean, Vic, and Pol, last Saturday, that I haven't even thought about my Livejournal page in years - let alone used it! I was so excited about it when I started it, and somehow it fell of my mental chart. Very strange.

But, since Jean's Livejournal is alive and kicking, and she mentioned it in passing, I was reminded and today I managed to remember my username and password, enough to log on. So, Jean and Vic - dear friends - thank you for taking the time to drive down to San Antonio to visit us. I really appreciated it, and hope we will get together again soon. I had a blast, despite being a tad cold and doing too much walking. *grin*

Big hugs,

Gun
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gunbrooke
Jun. 10th, 2006 @ 02:33 pm Two Goldie Awards!!!
Current Mood: ecstatic
Hi all,

just had an email from my editor Shelley Thrasher, who wrote to let me know that I won two Golden Crown Literary Awards!!! I won for Course of Action (debut) and Protector of the Realm (sci-fi/horror/fantasy) ... and I never thought it was possible for the lightning to strike twice in the same place.
I had my hopes up to win perhaps one award - which I would have been more than tickled pink about - but TWO??? *happy, happy*

I look forward to hearing who else won - and most of all - how great is it to be recognized among your peers, and in such wonderful company!?!?! :-)

Dazed and happy...imagine that this Swedish country girl would be part of this kind of adventure. Goes to show there is hope for everyone who work hard and put there mind to it. Really. :-)
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gunbrooke
May. 25th, 2006 @ 08:15 pm Two days ago - too much of an adventure for my taste...
Current Mood: Sore and achy
Jarmo the Wonder-Dog decided to run into the forest we have close to our house. I don’t know if he saw a rabbit or what – but off he went, around 9.30PM the day before yesterday. I tried to catch him, and managed, a bit into the woods, and then he pulled and I held on, and I fell down a slope, hit my foot and my butt/back, which I now feel VERY much. Anyway, we couldn’t get back the same way, so I tried to limp around the hill, and then of course, since I have no sense of direction, and Jarmo saw this as great fun and was in no mood to go home at all, we were – lost. It’s my first time ever being lost in the woods, and it was not fun. It was getting dark and cold, and I was not a happy camper. After an hour of trying to find our way, we stumbled upon a house, literally, and I think I scared the poor elderly couple living there, showing up in camouflage jacket, swat-cap, and green boots. They probably thought there was a war on. I also had a very happy Jarmo (new people to charm – yay!!!) to handle and by now I was so tired I couldn’t see straight and it hurt everywhere. Well – they lent me a phone, and helped me tell Elon where I was, and to come and get me and the darn dog. (I still love him.) The lady was obviously taken by his K9 charm and told me she thought he was wonderful. I asked her if she wanted a dog, because I was ready to give him away by that time. He, of course, was smiling from ear to ear and loved being patted. *sigh*

Anyway, Elon came and got me, and we came home – safe and almost sound. My right big toe-nail was cracked from side to side, which hurts bad. My back is sore, and I am very stiff. I try to sit on the bed and write – thinking of my deadline, but I’m full of painkillers, so I hope I don’t write as someone who is totally stoned. *yikes*
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gunbrooke
Jan. 12th, 2006 @ 02:19 pm And it's not even Friday the 13th yet...
Current Mood: cranky
Prepared for a Swedish type of howl???

AAAAAouuuuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! (With a southern Swedish accent, of course!)

For three days in a row, Murphy has taken up residence in our house, demanded our full attention and I expect I have to set a plate for him soon. *grr* I won't recite the long list of things that has broken, fallen through, got tangled up, been miscalculated, and generally driven me to the brink of despair. Well - that might be a tad exaggerated, but it is close to the truth. Minor things, most of them, but many, constant, and persistent.

Can it be faith? Am I being conditioned for tomorrow, Friday the 13th? Is this Defcon 4 - and tomorrow will be 5? Or am I going to be pleasantly surprised that I had my fair share of mishaps and stuff? I have no clue - but it is distracting and I haven't been able to write more than a fraction of what I had planned through the week so far. I find myself sending suspicious glances toward the sky in care it intends to fall down.

Also - on a much much happier note - my countdown to going to the US has begun... T-13 days. :-)

Thanks for letting me vent and howl. And do share your experiences tomorrow and I hope that Friday the 13th turns out to be a lucky day for us all. Just keep check on things, my friends! I certainly have my guard up.

Stay safe...
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gunbrooke
Jan. 2nd, 2006 @ 10:20 am And a new year...
Current Mood: creative
...once again, 365...well, today is Jan 2, so technically 363,5 new, untouched - and untarnished - days of a new year to look forward to. It's like having a brand new writing pad, you know? That was always my favorite thing in school, a brand new book to scribble in. The first pages, my handwriting was flawless, and my notes and comments impeccable. Then there were more and more doodling, more and more marks of the eraser, and my handwriting went from stylish, to passable, to barely readable.

So how will 2006 be? I'm not asking for a crystal ball - but there is something magical with a new year. You feel like its a good way, and reason, to start some things anew. Perhaps reconcile with a family member that you fell out with a bit? Maybe finally save up for that flat screen TV? Possibly finish that story you started with such great hopes in 2003? Be a good partner, mother, friend, daughter? Never let a day go by without doing something just for yourself, for your own special benefit?

Those are all nice goals - and perhaps you'll even meet some of them. But don't beat yourself up if you don't. I've struggled with a life long issue with being "Nurse Capable" - which meant I tried to be everything to everybody and forsaking a lot for myself - and feeling utterly disappointed and discontent. It took me decades to start figuring this pattern out. My next reaction was to take the blame for the whole thing. That's when I finally saw the light and said "enough of this"...I will assume responsibility - but not blame. We women are so quick to cast blame on ourselves. There is a difference between blame and accepting responsibility. So - and I promised myself - I will set aside time for myself and do something that makes me happy. In turn, this has made my family so much happier too, since they have a happy Gun. (Now THERE'S a title for Lori Lake...LOL...The Happy Gun!) I started writing more and more and with a certain goal in mind. I did this for four years, and posted on the Net - and look at me now. I belong to the best publishing house, Bold Strokes Books, and I'm editing my third novel and writing on my fourth.

So you never can tell what your promises to yourself will lead you. Whether you make them as a new year's resolution or not. I don't usually offer unsolicited advice - but I truly feel that the above example shows how things can happen. Don't forsake yourself or sacrifice your own happiness and contentment. No one around you benefits from it, if that's what you might think.

So, I look onto the so far pristine days of 2006, and I'm very curious what they might bring. Some of their content is up to me - and some of it will just happen to me, whether I like it or not. What an adventure it is - for good and bad.

But hey...


That's called life! :-)


Stay safe, and have a really good 2006!
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Dec. 27th, 2005 @ 11:59 am So the holiday's over...
Current Mood: Cautious, but happy!
...and it's back to work. Editing "Coffee Sonata" is rewarding, but also hard. This ia a highly character driven novel, the difficult part is to decide what to keep and what to edit out, to shape it. You don't want to slow the story down - but you don't want to erase any vital parts in character development either. Fortunately Shelley, my very capable and sensible editor, has great "fingertip feeling" for this. I trust her judgement - and my own, in the sense that I seem to know what battles to pick, so to speak. So far, there has only been one or two things that I found worth raising my hand and saying "woooo, stop, waitaminute here, ma'am..."

Got a beautiful deck of cards today from my publisher, Bold Strokes Books, which I will treasure. It was a nice surprise.

We're surrounded by people suffering through terrible colds. I pray that their bugs won't find their way to my door, since I have no margins for a virus attack right now. I'm just getting back on track, and my unruly body is now actually vertical on its own. A virus would put me right back in the wheelchair, and also, jeopardize my stay in the US three weeks from now.

So - anyone got a spare environmental protection suit? Preferably one in green or blue - pink is really bad against my red hair! :-)
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Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 01:51 pm Christmas...and long time no see...
Current Mood: contemplative
Hello all ... it has been a remarkable day, so far. I had the GREAT pleasure of posting the list of who won what in my very own raffle. First prize is a signed copy of "Supreme Constellations: Book One - Protector of the Realm," a large J/7 coaster, and a Gun Brooke Fiction book mark. Then there are three prizes with the coaster and bookmark, and ten prizes containing the bookmark. I hope my winners will think they're cool.

I have most of my Xmas shopping done – only have to buy a book and some munchies for my mother-in-law and then I’m all set. *yes!* I even bough special treats for Jarmo, the Wonder Dog, so he can have something to unwrap on Christmas Eve. (Yeah, that’s when we open our presents in Sweden, evening of Xmas Eve.) Jarmo is very good at opening anything from macaroni boxes to envelops containing bills and bank statements.

I am in the process of editing “Coffee Sonata” and it’s coming along nicely. In the meantime I’m plotting the next novel in the “Supreme Constellations” series, called “The Battle for Gantharat.” I’ll have a lot of fun writing that! 

I wish you all a warm, safe, and fun, festive season – whether you celebrate Xmas or something else – or not.
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Sep. 14th, 2005 @ 01:46 pm Writing typos and mistakes...I'm committing them on expert level!
Hi folks,

was going over some of the next chapters of my new novel, and YES - it has a final title, hurray! I decided on "Coffee Sonata", which seems to be a hit with the people I've asked.

Now, reading through what I have so far, made me realise that I have now entered a whole new level of mistakes. (Remember this is a first draft...) *grin*

At one point I decided one of the major characters should have a motorcycle instead of a car. OK. It would have been great if I had erased the fact that she rolled down the window when talking to her love interest! One of my beta readers asked if this was a new Swedish model. I wish!!! LOL!

This brought to mind some other things I've written in my days...

The crowd went wild... became the slightly mysterious 'the crows went wild' ... that one damn near killed one of my betareaders who swallowed her Pepsi wrong.

Other innovative mistakes are 'the cap drove away', 'going out on the proverbial limp' and my all time favourite 'she was honesty personalised' ...

Then there are the words I constantly get mixed up...

seize - cease
peak - peek (to peak into someone's bedroom is of course more fun LOL)
mustard - custard

So, if you're a writer of any kind, what funny mistakes have you made that sent your betareader into a fit of laughter so bad you needed to do cyber-CPR? :-)

Stay safe, online friends,

Gun
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Aug. 26th, 2005 @ 09:35 am Friday musings
Current Mood: Prepared!
After doing boring chores as laundry and making the bed, and more delightful chores as feeding the dog and playing with him, I have now sat down to start today's work.

I'm glad I feel finally on track with the new novel, since it took me a while to feel up to par, writing, when I got home from the US. It was as if the change of pace and scenery, not to mention all the chores *g* took my focus away. What I did? You're never going to believe this...I started over! I had a third of the book written - or so I thought - and reading through it - I felt "nope, this is not what I want - it's not good enough" ... and now I can only hope what I have, is!

Pacing the story is of course one of the most important things. If you go to quick, the reader goes "huh?" - and if you move to slow, the reader goes - "yawn..." This is not the first time I've written an ensemble kind of story, but it is the first one in a long time, it feels like. Course of Action was about one couple, Carolyn and Annelie, and that was a challenge in a different way. To have two couples, pretty equal, makes the balance act harder - - but it's a fun, rewarding adventure for me to explore them. The way I want their destinies to link is another nut to crack.

Stephenk King wrote in his excellent book "On Writing" that as an author, you're digging in the dirt for dinosaur bones. You never know what you may found, or where the findings will fit in with each other - and how true that is! I'm having a wonderful time of it, the discovery process, and I hope the readers will have just as much enjoyment when reading the final product.

The title?

*GROAN* LOL! I have changed it twice now and the deadline for the final title is Sept 30. I'm still playing with words. My favourite words right now are WOMEN, TRUST, CHOICE, LOVE, OCEAN, COFFEE, MUSIC... We'll see what comes from that!

Off to start up MS Word and today's work!

Stay safe, gang. And stay well.
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Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 12:40 pm Jarmo
Of course... speaking of busy!

This angel keeps me on my toes. I am sooooo in love. His name is Jarmo and he is 14 months old - mostly German Shepherd and a sprinkle of Rottweiler...

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Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 12:19 pm Juggling projects...
Current Mood: Exasperated, but hopeful...
Busy, busy, busy...And feeling as if I am shutting people out since I feel a bit behind. Why is it so impossible for me to say "no, thank you, I don't think I can take on that assignment..." ... Is it a inherited female tradition, or genetics? (Mom is the same way.)

After my trip (2 month stay, actually) in the US, there has been a retroactive desire among friends and family to hang out with me--which is extremely wonderful, and flattering...to be missed, I mean. Work kind of piled up while I was gone, so catching up with that, and not becoming a hermit in the process, is quite the magic act.

I've seriously considered cloning. I suggested it to family members who immediately got something haunted in their eyes, and claimed that 'the world is not ready for one more Gun.' 'Well,' I said, 'I can understand that you wouldn't want my evil twin to appear.' They looked at me funny for a moment. 'Gun, don't you see? YOU are the evil twin!'

Do I have to say that I refused to pay any more attention to their laughter, and also the planned quest to find the nice Gun-twin. "sheesh" So much for 'loved and missed,' eh?

Another strange thing that happened a few days ago, was that a woman showed up on one of the fan fiction lists I belong to and told us, point blank, that she had decided to vacuum the Internet for all the Janeway/Seven stories out there--and archive them, with or without the author's consent. Wait a minute here... I know fan fiction writers cannot claim ownership to the characters they use, since we really do infringe copyright from a legal POV. But, that said, we also provide a lot of entertainment, for free, and the plots are our own. We put a lot of work into it - and as admirable it may be to want to 'save the J/7 community' - you can show a little courtesy. And I won't stoop to her level and repeat the foul language, the threats, and the contemptuous way she talked about some of the J/7 realm's best writers. *frown*

Now - something good, and quite brilliant came out of all this. Xnedrabourne came up with a great idea how to archive stuff that might disappear from the Internet otherwise - with full consent, and on the writer's on initiative. Sort of, as I put it, a place where old stories go to stay immortal, instead of euthanazed. :-)

Allrighty then... Back to work. Later today, and better late than never, I'm going to see Star Wars III. :-)

So...

Later, friends!

Gun
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Jul. 21st, 2005 @ 04:51 pm London - again ...
Current Mood: aggravated
Watching the news, and there's been explosions in London again. This far, it doesn't seem as bad as the previous attack - but bad enough. The Brits must be equally scared and furious.

Terrorists are the vermins of this planet. They are not 'freedom-fighters' that fight for anything remotely noble. They don't go after the ones who sit on the power in order to help 'their people' in any way - they have their own agenda, and they don't hesitate to go after innocent men, women, and children. People who just try to go to work, make a living, and create a decent life for themselves.

The Media Posse is relentless and everything is turned inside out to no end. Isn't it weird that despite that - this endless coverage - that we so seldome receive the whole truth to the matter?

*shutting off the tv-set* I've had enough for today. So has the good people this affects directly.
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Jul. 12th, 2005 @ 10:15 am Mother
Today, my mother who is 87 years young, will come for a visit. I can't wait! She's so proud of me, of my writing, and even though she doesn't read/speak English, she's the proud owner of her own copies of the two versions of Course of Action - signed of course!

My mother and her younger sister, my aunt, always have somewhat of a competition going on, who's kids are "doing better." My aunt usually has a LOT to say, she has five children and heaps of grand-children and great-grand-children, which gives her more to choose from. My mother, however, doesn't care about that. She thinks that since none of my cousins or their children write books, I am (and she is) way ahead in the game! I can't believe how these two ladies sock it to each other! *grin* I'm happy to oblige with ammunition - since that means I'm doing fairly well.

LUMU - short for "Love Unseen, Music Unheard" is coming along. It has been hard to get back into the wing of things, after two months in the US, lots of travelling - and of course - the wonderful GCLS conference in New Orleans. It's as if its going to take some major belly-button-watching to meditate back to my focused-writing-style. I will calculate how many words per day or week I need to write to keep up with my schedule. Hey, I'm an ex-nurse, I need structure and organising!!! :-)

One good thing that I started is to go up at 6.45 AM and make coffee, take my meds, and get right to work. Discipline! That's what I require! (And how difficult that is, when you work at home.=

So - off to write some more before Mom comes!
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 11:31 pm Storms all around us...
Manmade storms hit London three days ago. Another storm, a force of nature, ripped through Florida and am now threatening southern US. I'm here in Sweden, but I was in New Orleans only weeks ago, and somehow that makes this particular storm feel up close and personal.

What is it with geographical distances, or cultural differences, that makes disasters, or crimes, feel like they don't concern us as much. Had I not been to London, or to New Orleans, might I not have felt them as strongly as I have?

On September 11, 2001, I was on a plane heading for the US. Needless to say, I was among the thousands and thousands of people who didn't reach their destination that day. However, I was obviously NOT among those thousands of people who'd never reach their destination...I was able to return home and, like everybody else, follow the horror in front of the TV. Somehow this altered me, how I regard things, forever. I lost a lot of the innocence, of the naïve thought that goodness prevails, only to get it back when I saw how the people in New York dealt with the horrific act of violence against them, against all of us.

The tsunami that hit on Dec 26, seemed to hit on the other side of our planet, from a Swedish point of view. I was again travelling and it took me a couple of days to realise how bad BAD was. And also, to understand that it hit one of the most popular Swedish resorts. A small country that we are - it hit us bad - on the other side of the planet. I might as well have struck our own coast, for the damage it caused us. But just as how the endless row of pictures of missing Swedes posted in the online magazines by devastated loved ones, I'm haunted by the many faces of the children of Sri Lanka, of Thailand, of the West Indies, who have no one left. And of the parents who lost everything... And I'm so impressed with how people gave, all around the world, and still continue to give. My own daughter started collecting stuffed animal toys for the children in this area who didn't have as much as a teddybear left.

New York, Washington DC, Madrid, London... different faces, same look. And how can it possibly feel far away for anyone on this planet of ours? To me - there are no distances anymore. The war in Iraq? It has a direct effect on all of us - they are our brothers and sisters - and so are every man and woman, fighting there for the greater good, doing their duty.

Hurricane Dennis causes havoc, and I pray no more lives will be lost in his wake, but I fear that won't be the case. New Orleans where I had such a good time among the nicest of people. The day spa who treated me like a queen.

I think of all of you.
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Jul. 9th, 2005 @ 07:24 pm Thunder and mosquitoes!
Summer's are supposed to mean long, lazy days in the garden, but, in order to escape mosquitoes and a threatening black cloud, (I hate thunder storms.)I fled into my study. Armed with a brand new laptop, I sat down and continued writing on my next romance novel, "Love Unseen, Music Unheard", when I realised, I have a Radclyffe-Writing List Author Challenge due August 13! Subject is "Public Pleasures - Private Passions---or---Love Where You Find It" and now of course my mind is toying with all sorts of ideas. My problem is normally not a lack of ideas - it's to choose from the myriad of thoughts tumbling in my head!

I write the way I speak - in epic form! At least the first draft before my beta readers and editors whip me back into submission, so to speak. It's called wordiness. Come to think of it - it's kind of like mosquitoes. They buzz around me, and I slap them when they land, and sometimes I have to slap a word or two, and erase them. ("A word or two???" I hear my editor say in exasperation. "Try half a page, sometimes!!!")

So how do I choose, from all the ideas whirling in my brain? Well, it ain't easy! But somehow, there is that one thought, one scene, or perhaps even one word, that sticks, or shows more potential right away. If I listen to my heart, and pick that concept, I hardly ever go wrong.

Then, of course, it's "just" a matter of now drowning this idea in too many words!
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 07:54 pm London -- July 7
Today, I placed my new recliner on the lawn and put up my new parasol, intending to work and enjoy my day. Then, I checked the online newspaper, as I normally do, and saw the first reports about London. There had been attacks against several trains in the underground, and many people were belived to be dead as a result of this, and even more people are wounded.

The sun didn't warm me anymore, and the soft wind no longer felt as a caress. Instead I felt outraged and afraid, and filled with sorrow when I learned of how many people had said goodbye to their loved ones for the last time this morning.

It makes my soul hurt. And it makes me hug my loved ones even harder, when I say goodnight to them this evening.
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